I had this crazy dream the other night that was a kind of advertisment for Goldman Sachs, with 3 dimensional animated characters outliner an actually different name, pronounced the same, with some subcontext that was registered by my sleeping mind as a multitude of translated meanings into the whole. Then there was a woman speaking to a large audience, ostensibly on a media network, about my project- praising my great work in a couple of variations. Then she says: “and here is your payment” she pulls out a large green duffle bag and slams it on the table. She starts pulling out nylon tarps that looked to me like the pieces of a tent. I then woke up to a notification on my phone at 3 am; I had received my bi-weekly paycheck from my bank.
The project is moving along, I will post a couple photos for your viewing pleasure. I have the ingredients to glue my traditional painting onto the magnetic boards I assembled, but I unscrewed the brackets from the 3 pieces and disassembled the whole shabang because I was told I would be moving from my barracks, which are currently not with my unit because they didn't have room. We have to get cleared from the rooms so i was told to pack everything up I emptied my drawers and closet, and then was told they can't find a room so everything was pretty disheveled until yesterday.
Every time I duplicated an object in my animation software Maya, the program would return a fatal error and close, this happened for many weeks and I tried everything to solve it but I finally did by installing the 2018 version of the software, so now I’m chugging along trying to assemble the architecture as you can see. It is what it is, it’s going to take a long time- I’ve been learning about photoshop as well as illustrated by this visual I created for the front page of this site.
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I finished the book “When China Rules the World” by martin jaques, and I started an interesting book first released in 1992 about the Yugoslav crisis. I dismissed the China book previously, and after I did, the book got a lot better, then came the last chapter which was extremely redundant to me, and I was happy to finish.
“The Fall of Yugoslavia”- was written 7 years before the American bombing of Bosnia, and he starts it by illustrating the drawling landscape of coastal Dalmatia, which is one of the Croatian regions on the Driatic, on his way to Knin, a Serbian stronghold in Croatia, and home to a compatriat of Slovadon Milosevic, and was the first president of Serbian Krajina. Krajina is a slavic “toponym” (the study of places) for frontier. The area was used as a frontier by the Austro Hungarian empire against the Ottoman empire, and there is a prominent fortress at Knin which allowed the denial of swaths of territory from enemies accross the military frontier.
The book is very well written, incredible compared to the humorless previous text of the China book. This guy is a marvelous writer who I am endeared to already, you can find various stuff by him on yotube, notably a talk about his more recent book about organized crime syndicates which is currently playing in the background here at the Lamme barracks room household. In between the tapping and clicking I overheard him say something about thousands of properties in London with anonymous owners.
“The Fall of Yugoslavia”- was written 7 years before the American bombing of Bosnia, and he starts it by illustrating the drawling landscape of coastal Dalmatia, which is one of the Croatian regions on the Driatic, on his way to Knin, a Serbian stronghold in Croatia, and home to a compatriat of Slovadon Milosevic, and was the first president of Serbian Krajina. Krajina is a slavic “toponym” (the study of places) for frontier. The area was used as a frontier by the Austro Hungarian empire against the Ottoman empire, and there is a prominent fortress at Knin which allowed the denial of swaths of territory from enemies accross the military frontier.
The book is very well written, incredible compared to the humorless previous text of the China book. This guy is a marvelous writer who I am endeared to already, you can find various stuff by him on yotube, notably a talk about his more recent book about organized crime syndicates which is currently playing in the background here at the Lamme barracks room household. In between the tapping and clicking I overheard him say something about thousands of properties in London with anonymous owners.
Knin Fortress (Croatian: Kninska tvrđava) is located near the tallest mountain in Croatia (Dinara) and near the source of the river Krka. It is the second largest fortress in Croatia and most significant defensive stronghold,[3] and a historical town in the Šibenik-Knin County in the Dalmatian hinterland. The construction of the fortress started as early as 9th century, while the current state was brought up in 17th and 18th centuries.[4][5] It reached its peak during the reign of Demetrius Zvonimir, King of Croatia from 1076, as it served as a political center of the Croatian Kingdom under him. |
Knin, in Dalmatia, on the Adriatic Sea
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Misha Glenny: McMafia and the Geopolitics of CrimeThis link will take you to 20:57 where he talks about 10,00
London properties with anonymous owners.
London properties with anonymous owners.
The book is very well written, incredible compared to the humorless previous text of the China book. This guy is a marvelous writer who I am endeared to already, you can find various stuff by him on yotube, notably a talk about his more recent book about organized crime syndicates which is currently playing in the background here at the Lamme barracks room household. In between the tapping and clicking I overheard him talking about the "Ilove you Virus": he excaped the wrath of this 2000 virus by recieving an email titled "I love you" from his ex wife, which he immediately sorted into his spam folder. He also talks about the 10,000 anonymous properties in London.
I spent some time in Tijuana, Mexico; I was meeting with a fellow who owned a Limousine company, and had funds to develope properties for Marijuana properties in California, and was looking for a manager for this venture. He previously held stakes in and owned some properties in the red light district which he gave me a tour of, remarking about how the churches there are used to count the money from prostitution, among other sundry details. He owned a hotel in the diminished area you can sea from the San Diego border, and the neighboring property hadn't been visited by its owner, and a person who didn't even own the property knocked his building down and erected his own edifice, which initiated a lawsuit unheard of in America.
The book is very well written, incredible compared to the humorless previous text of the China book. This guy is a marvelous writer who I am endeared to already, you can find various stuff by him on YouTube, notably a talk about his more recent book about organized crime syndicates which is currently playing in the background here at the Lamme barracks room household. In between the tapping and clicking I overheard him say something about thousands of properties in London with anonymous owners.
I spent some time in Tijuana, Mexico; I was meeting with a fellow who owned a Limousine company, and had funds to develope properties for Marijuana properties in California, and was looking for a manager for this venture. He previously held stakes in and owned some properties in the red light district which he gave me a tour of, remarking about how the churches there are used to count the money from prostitution, among other sundry details. He owned a hotel in the diminished area you can sea from the San Diego border, and the neighboring property hadn't been visited by its owner, and a person who didn't even own the property knocked his building down and erected his own edifice, which initiated a lawsuit unheard of in America.
The book is very well written, incredible compared to the humorless previous text of the China book. This guy is a marvelous writer who I am endeared to already, you can find various stuff by him on YouTube, notably a talk about his more recent book about organized crime syndicates which is currently playing in the background here at the Lamme barracks room household. In between the tapping and clicking I overheard him say something about thousands of properties in London with anonymous owners.
Image from the "hotel" (apartment building) I stayed at in Tijuana, mexico.
There is word that i may be deploying in february to Afganistan, which would be exciting for me, otherwise at work these days I am assisting in the repair of various vehicles, including MTV's, and Hemmit,s as well as various constructs of Humvee's. I've been running 4 miles a day in addition to the daily fitness we do at 6:30 am; I run a mile to and from the motor-pool twice a day. My platoon is full of very astute and intriguing characters, one of which is outprocessing and has an interneship set up with "Ryder" (?) which pays him incredibly well, and pays him, before automatically drafting him into a mechanics position which pays 65k a year. The internship is ran through the military as they laudably organize extensively with private employers on behalf of soldiers. My own brand of social antics have also been on display in and around the motor pool, those familiar with the 10th BSB may have seen me smirking about, letting out a 1 liner or 2, shuffling amongst the vehicles, turning wrenches and replacing parts.
I have a few notes which I will jot down probably extrapolated more upon in my talk, the previous paragraphs will be summed up in a few sentences, one of the reasons I reverted to using the video narrative option.
Misha Glenning, unnerved at the pointing of shotguns and automatic weapons at him in his journey to Knin and in and around Dalmatia, remarks about the peasant like faces and attitudes, and lacking intelligence of the Serbian population there. He remarks about the round eyes, round faces, and disposition that signifies the peasantry of the Serbian inhabitants, and he does it in a way that is entertaining to me and I do not blame him for it, books throuout the last centuries have done the same, the serfs were outlined by several authors with whom I'm familiar in the past by illustrating their tendancies to be extremely hard to deal with by inward venturing non natives.
Bee hives have 3 typed of bees, queens, drones, and workers. The Queens are regular larvae when they are in the honeycomb, but they are marinated with Royal Jelly, which send off a series of chemical reactions that physically makes them into queens. The get more nourishment, they get more attention, they get more love- and then they become queens. People are naturally like queen bee's, and thee is a difference in the upbringing of impoverished people, in that they are not fed enough "royal jelly" to develop mentally and thus do not have the trained abilities which instill confidence and the ability to pursue happiness. This is exacerbated when the ill taught victim of poor upbringing is exposed to those who have been given the requisites of happiness and confidence, this class mentality allows the 'peasants' to be used as a kind of food for the luckier within society, they work, and they serve as the punching bag when people morph into their more parasitic selfs, implanting themselves like a tick in the brain, and drawing out the remaining self respect to be burned like fuel in the all consuming furnace of the agitated entitled mind. I shared this audiobook by Alfred Marshall called "principles of Economics" the link takes you to 25:33 where he is talking about the effects of poverty and inequality on the mind- the reader has a beautiful voice and it's worth checking out just to hear her.
Misha Glenning, unnerved at the pointing of shotguns and automatic weapons at him in his journey to Knin and in and around Dalmatia, remarks about the peasant like faces and attitudes, and lacking intelligence of the Serbian population there. He remarks about the round eyes, round faces, and disposition that signifies the peasantry of the Serbian inhabitants, and he does it in a way that is entertaining to me and I do not blame him for it, books throuout the last centuries have done the same, the serfs were outlined by several authors with whom I'm familiar in the past by illustrating their tendancies to be extremely hard to deal with by inward venturing non natives.
Bee hives have 3 typed of bees, queens, drones, and workers. The Queens are regular larvae when they are in the honeycomb, but they are marinated with Royal Jelly, which send off a series of chemical reactions that physically makes them into queens. The get more nourishment, they get more attention, they get more love- and then they become queens. People are naturally like queen bee's, and thee is a difference in the upbringing of impoverished people, in that they are not fed enough "royal jelly" to develop mentally and thus do not have the trained abilities which instill confidence and the ability to pursue happiness. This is exacerbated when the ill taught victim of poor upbringing is exposed to those who have been given the requisites of happiness and confidence, this class mentality allows the 'peasants' to be used as a kind of food for the luckier within society, they work, and they serve as the punching bag when people morph into their more parasitic selfs, implanting themselves like a tick in the brain, and drawing out the remaining self respect to be burned like fuel in the all consuming furnace of the agitated entitled mind. I shared this audiobook by Alfred Marshall called "principles of Economics" the link takes you to 25:33 where he is talking about the effects of poverty and inequality on the mind- the reader has a beautiful voice and it's worth checking out just to hear her.
perspective
To give you some perspective on perspective I wanted to talk about the interesting, diametric differences which shape our world, and the solving of problems within it. To understand an ideology or a system, you have to immerse yourself in the perspective of it's proponents, in order to form objective opinions you have to weigh the pros and cons of each facet of the system and the various expected results. The real self interest of society and world lies in the cutting back of friction and the attainment of national and international objectives in a streamlined fashion. Whats is the other side of the story? Is what I'm asking.; complaining general is universally accepted as not constituting a viable means to an end, but from another perspective, complaining about things can be a healthy mental exercise, and has the potential to carry you away into a cynical downward spiral which can land you in a slump, much like following the paper trail of counterfeit money can lead you to the criminal organization, or more morbidly, following the habits of the victims of the black plague can lead you to the rotten eel in the well that is poisoning all the drinking water. If you want a more full understanding of the issues you have to look at them from other perspectives, I read Noam Chomsky and watch his numerous interviews; I don't believe his axiomatic view that the US is an evil empire and is bent on subverting global interests and punishing desenters, but I find it very refreshing to here his various citations and diabolic accusations as his quivering, accusatory phalange extends menacingly toward his forsaken opponent, accompanied by a forlorn grimace and wide eyed expectation of impending ideological conflict. You can love things and hate things. In Soviet Russia, it was noted by Martin Jacques, Russian migrants to the US were veritably anti Soviet, which to me spoke to the cultural taboo of dissension within that society. You can love your government and hate your government, I hate the fact that we feel so entitled in this country to spend into deficits and accumulate rampant foreign debt, and I vote republican because they apparently are more frugal in policy and practice, but this has not been the case with republicans.
I hate the fact that when rich people get pulled over, they get the same ticket price and a poor person has to work over 100 times more than the rich person to pay the ticket off, so in a factual and literal sense, they get punished 100x less, not to mention the fact that they are considerably less likely to get pulled over in the first place. I hate the obesity epidemic in this country, I hate how unethical food labels misleads people into thinking they are healthy, i was in the store yesterday, about to buy some balogne, the package said "10 percent of daily sodium per serving" the serving size was ONE SLICE. One single of ravioli has over 60% of daily sodium requirements, WHY?!
To give you some perspective on perspective I wanted to talk about the interesting, diametric differences which shape our world, and the solving of problems within it. To understand an ideology or a system, you have to immerse yourself in the perspective of it's proponents, in order to form objective opinions you have to weigh the pros and cons of each facet of the system and the various expected results. The real self interest of society and world lies in the cutting back of friction and the attainment of national and international objectives in a streamlined fashion. Whats is the other side of the story? Is what I'm asking.; complaining general is universally accepted as not constituting a viable means to an end, but from another perspective, complaining about things can be a healthy mental exercise, and has the potential to carry you away into a cynical downward spiral which can land you in a slump, much like following the paper trail of counterfeit money can lead you to the criminal organization, or more morbidly, following the habits of the victims of the black plague can lead you to the rotten eel in the well that is poisoning all the drinking water. If you want a more full understanding of the issues you have to look at them from other perspectives, I read Noam Chomsky and watch his numerous interviews; I don't believe his axiomatic view that the US is an evil empire and is bent on subverting global interests and punishing desenters, but I find it very refreshing to here his various citations and diabolic accusations as his quivering, accusatory phalange extends menacingly toward his forsaken opponent, accompanied by a forlorn grimace and wide eyed expectation of impending ideological conflict. You can love things and hate things. In Soviet Russia, it was noted by Martin Jacques, Russian migrants to the US were veritably anti Soviet, which to me spoke to the cultural taboo of dissension within that society. You can love your government and hate your government, I hate the fact that we feel so entitled in this country to spend into deficits and accumulate rampant foreign debt, and I vote republican because they apparently are more frugal in policy and practice, but this has not been the case with republicans.
I hate the fact that when rich people get pulled over, they get the same ticket price and a poor person has to work over 100 times more than the rich person to pay the ticket off, so in a factual and literal sense, they get punished 100x less, not to mention the fact that they are considerably less likely to get pulled over in the first place. I hate the obesity epidemic in this country, I hate how unethical food labels misleads people into thinking they are healthy, i was in the store yesterday, about to buy some balogne, the package said "10 percent of daily sodium per serving" the serving size was ONE SLICE. One single of ravioli has over 60% of daily sodium requirements, WHY?!
In a more cerebral sense, a person generally loves and hates their lives. Life is a surreal phenomenon, and it's strange to be trapped in it, bi pedaling around and emitting vibrational wavelength communications, thinking largely about reproduction and the procurement of food resources, meanwhile being planted on earth by a mysterious gravitational field. I believe in a scientific rather than an esoteric sense, that all the constituents of the universe are living, all the way down to photons and atoms. Atoms have their valence electrons and actively pursue the completion of their 'circuits', combining with other atoms for mutually beneficial reasons, they can even become volatile and unstable.
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Thinking of people as kinds of giant molecules is not a new perspective, and our happiness is largely dependent on the odds of our safety in the world, whether we have a spouse, a stable job, stable employment, and a harmonious non threatened existence. I think that human satisfaction in it's 1st world and third world constituents are heavily dependent on being with other people, and the social aspect of the depression epidemic in America is the biggest aspect. Over the generations we have come to expect consistently that we have enough food, and accouterments like running water and heating, most citizens have some form of transportation and we can take these things for granted as in most cases the inner electrons of the atom remain fixed. The outer shell of the electron is the valence shell, and electrons can be missing, this is metaphorically the social realm, following my hypothesis that social is the biggest problem and exposes people psychologically to 'the elements' more than any other.
The thousand words I had written after this mark were deleted by the digital world from my website and as I am busy waiting for my video to finish (hopefully) processing I am tieing up loose ends on my largely unread essay to make sure my literally unwatched video gets finished uploading so that I can make 0 impression on anybody. One one the strengths of the creative type is that we like to play pretend.
The thousand words I had written after this mark were deleted by the digital world from my website and as I am busy waiting for my video to finish (hopefully) processing I am tieing up loose ends on my largely unread essay to make sure my literally unwatched video gets finished uploading so that I can make 0 impression on anybody. One one the strengths of the creative type is that we like to play pretend.